1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 10:39pm
[text] Jesse I'm begging, really. Can we at least talk whenever you’re more prone to listen to me? I'm sure you are going to find all the amount of humility and groveling from me then.
This few days have been more torturous then those two weeks you've been gone. I am hopelessly sorry. I will do anything humanly possible to gain your forgiveness.
I'm don't hate you and I'm not angry or disappointed - or anything - at you being a vampire. And I’m sorrier than you can imagine for being a jerk with you that day.

[TEXT] Fine. That was somewhat satisfying, as much as it can be over text messaging. I’ll give you another chance once I’m certain I can control myself around humans as I haven’t the foggiest idea if I can. Rachel is having friends over tonight, so if I manage to not maim anyone I’ll get in contact with you tomorrow. If we do meet however and I see even just the hint of anything wooden, especially if it looks somewhat pointed, I’m out of there…

1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 10:22pm
I'm sorry for the rather out-of-the-blue question. But I am having a few close friends over for a party this evening, and I wanted to make sure that you were comfortable being around strangers before I went ahead and really confirmed the gathering.

You really don’t have to plan every moment of your life around me, you know. Except when I’m hungry.

Speaking of that, are some of your friends human? While I’ve never tasted human, I’ve not been around even a single one since before I developed a taste for blood and since I’m going to go ahead with assuming you wouldn’t enjoy me eating your friends, I feel obligated to inform you that I’m beginning to feel rather hungry.

1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 10:04pm + 1 note
Jesse, would you like to meet a few of my good friends?

Sure…?

1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 9:04pm
[text] Jesse I know that you hate me right now but I want – no, I need - to talk to you. I’m really sorry for what I said, I didn’t mean it. Just text me when you’re ready to talk to me, ok? [text]

[TEXT] Not even close to being interested, particularly as I sense a significant lack of satisfactory amounts of groveling for forgiveness on your part.

1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 4:52pm
[TEXT] Honestly, I thought it was going to go terrible because I was so scared. I'm still scared of what Blaine is, but at the same time I can't leave him. I need him and he needs me and we pretty much are in love with each other. I'm need time to trust him completely and fully, meaning what he becomes on a full moon night. So, yes ... it did work out great and now we are boyfriends and really happy. It seems that I love to confess a lot of my thoughts and feelings to you. I hope you don't mind.

[TEXT] Don’t worry as I don’t mind at all. I wouldn’t have offered if I had minded. But I at least partially understand where you’re coming from. Our situations aren’t exactly the same, but there are undeniable similarities, so it’s completely understandable if we confess and confide in each other. I can’t say for sure if your fear will go away for certain, since in my situation I’m one of the supernatural beings, but after spending so much time with Rachel, I’m no longer afraid of her and she actually did hurt me - she downright killed me - so hopefully you begin to feel more secure. I bet werewolves ensure they’re safely locked up for the appropriate nights of the lunar cycle, especially when they’re surrounded by people they care about. I’m glad everything went so well for you. That’s absolutely great to hear.

1 year ago on 19 March 2011 @ 7:43am
[TEXT] I just wanted to let you know that I took your advice and talked to Blaine about him being a werewolf. :)

[TEXT] Judging by the smiley face, I can presume it went well then? If so, that’s fantastic.

1 year ago on 18 March 2011 @ 9:03am + 6 notes
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When she had been told that the intercourse between two mates was absolutely incredible, and blew sex with anyone else completely out of the water, Rachel had completely underestimated it. Completely underestimated just how truly amazing and explosive and powerful that sex with a vampire’s mate truly was. Rachel had plenty of sexual experience under her belt (she almost snorted in amusement in that, but now was certainly not the time  for such behavior as laughing at an inner joke) but never had simply grinding and kissing another person been so earth-shatteringly pleasurable. She could feel the pleasure burning and exploding throughout every nook and cranny of her body; as though she had been set on fire from the inside. It was as though the pleasure she had felt in previous sexual encounters had been quadrupled in intensity; making her whole body quiver and shake with head to toe at the power behind it.

Rachel couldn’t help but smirk softly at Jesse’s response to her touching his throbbing member; and she couldn’t help but apply just slightly more pressure while her hand continued with it’s motions. “God, Jesse….” Rachel panted against his lips, softly nibbling on the bottom one. “You feel so good.” Was the last moaned-out part of her sentence, as her hand eagerly slipped past the waistband of his boxers and gently grasped his length; whining softly in excitement at just how arousing it was to feel his hard member in her comparatively tiny hand.

Rachel let out a soft gasp of surprise as she felt Jesse’s hand immediately sneak underneath her skirt; but then moaned at the feel of his fingers caressing her cloth-covered core. Rachel whined desperately, the pleasure she was feeling making her see stars and buck desperately against his fingers; trying to push the extremities harder against her soaking wet core. “Jesse…” Rachel whined pitifully, clenching her eyes shut while continuing to buck her hips against his hand; all the while making sure to not discontinue her hands motions against his own length. “Oh god, please, please, please…” She begged in a soft whimper, trailing soft kisses down his neck in order to emphasize her pleads.

As she gently nipped upon his skin, Rachel immediately felt Jesse tense up - immediately knowing that he was scared and uncomfortable by these actions. Guilt crashed through Rachel hard, and she was about to apologize multiple times for being so stupid and insensitive, when she realized that Jesse would not like that at all. Instead, she placed a gentle kiss against his throat; hoping that he would sense her apology in that physical touch, and not be all that upset with her. Rachel shifted slightly, so that she could fist a handful of Jesse’s hair with her free hand, and smash their lips back together; her tongue immediately darting out in order to slip into Jesse’s mouth when the opportunity presented itself.

At this point in time, Jesse knew pretty much absolutely squat about vampires and most of what he thought he had known he could probably chalk up to being anti-vampire propaganda, even before he himself had became a vampire. This of course meant he didn’t know a damn thing about the fact that sex with a vampire’s own mate was so very amazing. All he knew in this instant was that his senses were practically being overloaded and that even full-out sex in the past had never felt like just grinding against Rachel did. Even in his highly lust-filled brain, Jesse could recognize that something was going on here, but at the moment he didn’t really care about the how or the why. He wasn’t even thankful that this felt so amazingly good, but only because such complex thoughts were escaping him at the very moment. All he was truly aware of was Rachel, his cock, Rachel, and how so very sexy she was, especially as his hand made contact with her oh-so deliciously wet core.

Jesse moaned loudly in response to Rachel applying more pressure against his manhood, which was already achingly hard and straining rather painfully in the confines of his pants. Any thoughts of discomfort however were rather brutally murdered in their tracks however as Rachel’s hand so eagerly slipped into the waistband of his boxers and grasped his erection. His hips immediately bucked up hard against her bare hand, his eyes rolling into their sockets as he loudly mewled again, his hand tightening its grip on the back of her head as he  continued to grind himself into her hand.

The sounds and pleas Rachel was making was sending Jesse absolutely insane, not to mention along with the rest of their activities bringing his penis to a whole new level of hardness previously unreached before. As amazing as this was though, as so far beyond any sex he’s ever had before, as much joy as he was getting from her hand and her wetness against his fingers, it was far from enough. Jesse desperately needed more, but before he could get a plea of his own out, he felt those teeth scrap against his neck and instinctively frozen up, which he regretted as soon as he realized he had done it. Hoping that it would convey that everything was okay, he had proceeded to bare his throat to Rachel. He had thought for a brief second that it had worked as Rachel placed a kiss against his throat, but soon she was shifting and meshing their lips together once again.

Guilt quickly rose up within him, through the pleasures of her lips against his own and her bare hand working so incredibly amazing against his achingly hard length. A whine of discontent left him as he firmly kissed Rachel back before breaking the kiss, albeit reluctantly. Using the grip he has on the back of her head due to his hand being tangled in her hair he urged her head down, back to his neck, as he once again bared his throat to her in open invitation. “It’s okay, Rachel,” Jesse then began, his words coming out in heavy pants, his tongue darting out quickly to moisten his lips. Instead of saying exactly what he was thinking, he repeated himself. “It’s okay.” What Jesse truly meant however was ‘I trust you’ but like a lot of things, he wasn’t ready to express that sentiment in words, not yet. This was the best he could do right now.

It was at about this point in time that Jesse realized his fingers were still motionless against Rachel’s core, having not moved even half an inch since he had frozen up. A new wave of guilt hit him and he quickly pushed aside Rachel’s panties, just enough to sink his fingers into her soaking wet folds. Jesse didn’t waste any time whatsoever as he immediately shoved two of his fingers into Rachel’s opening, placing his thumb over her clit in order to play with it as his fingers begin with thrust in and out of her, sometimes scissoring while inside of her and other times, once he had located it rather quickly, rubbing against that one special spot within her.

1 year ago on 17 March 2011 @ 8:24pm
[TEXT] You're welcome. No matter what species we are, I'm sure that everyone needs someone to talk to once in awhile. :) I'll be here whenever you want to make that contact. Hm ... she is quite a handful at times. I don't really know what is going on with you two, so I'm not sure what to say right now. Um ... is it rude to tell you that I have to go? Blaine will be here any moment now, but I assume you want to talk now. Is it okay if I stop texting you for now?

[TEXT] I’m actually pretty good right now. Even if I wasn’t though, of course it’s not rude. Enjoy your date!

1 year ago on 17 March 2011 @ 7:46pm
[TEXT] In time, I'm sure I'll talk to him about this and hopefully it will go fine. But for now, I just want to be happy about our first date and what may happen as a result of it. And thank you, Jesse. I'll make sure to contact to whenever I need to talk about something. Also, I may not understand about vampires either, but if you need to talk I can listen at least and try to think of something to say in return.

[TEXT] That sounds like a good plan to me. Thank you for offering that back. I’ll probably make contact with you about such things. I’m not exactly the most comfortable around Rachel yet…

1 year ago on 17 March 2011 @ 7:27pm
[TEXT] I'm sorry. I just needed to talk to someone about this. And I'm not ready to talk to Blaine. I made people worry for no reason and I feel bad. I wasn't expecting you to know about werewolves. I was just ... you offered to talk to me, so I did and now its off my chest. But I still feel bad for contacting you about this ... thing. You're right, I need to talk to Blaine, but like I said ... I'm not ready.

[TEXT] Don’t apologize for contacting me about this, especially when I offered. I know what it feels like to not be ready to talk about things yet. I’m in the same boat, to be perfectly honest, so I understand. You can feel free to text me whenever you want to if you just need to get things off your chest, okay? I’ll lend a figurative ear anytime you need it.